26 April 2011

Where have I been?

I started my blog in an attempt to write out my thoughts & record my adventures. Obviously this has not happened.... The past few months have been busy. I wish I could say that I have done many cool things & travelled to many cool places but I have not. 
I think that I was stuck in a rut for a long time. I didn't know how to not isolate myself & experience life. I am learning how again. I think things happen in life & sometimes you need to be alone for awhile. I attempted this towards the end of the summer, but I became side tracked & unmotivated.
Then something amazing happened... 
One of my best friends from college visited Nashville for New Year's Eve! It was great to have such a positive friend arrive the day after my grandmother's funeral. (My grandmother died 2 days after Christmas.)  We had so much fun hanging out with another friend from college. (Ten years is a long time to remain friends, especially when we're all over the country.)
It is funny because we always make plans, but nothing ever goes as planned. The thing is, we laugh & just go with it. New Year's Eve was one of those evenings. I am most grateful for this because it was the BEST NYE I have ever had!
We ended up at The Flying Saucer which is adjacent to the the Frist Center Art Museum. My friends & I were laughing about old times & it was like we were in college again. At some point a waitress came by to let us know some guys a couple tables away offered to buy us a round of drinks. Being the typical human, we gladly accepted with a delighted smile. A few minutes later the guys came by our table (one of the few remaining in the packed venue) & asked if they could join us. Of course we said, "yes"! 
The night continued to be amazing & fun. The staff brought out party favors & I began to laugh so hard because the mini horns reminded me of Vuvuzelas, which of course were made famous at the 2011 World Cup in South Africa. 
At some point the guy across the table began talking to me. At the time I had much on my mind (due to the intense week I had just experienced) & he asked me to dance. Of course I welcomed any distraction because I wanted to have a fun night. I laughed so much & felt so much weight lift from my shoulders. We danced a lot that night & I must say I saw many sparks... not just the sparks from the pyrotechnics outside...
As the night ended contact information was given. I honestly didn't expect to hear from him because the night was so random & carefree.
I did hear from him & the first time we went out was surreal. Every time with him since then has been amazing. I kayaked for the first time with him & it was so much fun!
I feel like I am back to being me again this year. I have him to thank. Not sure if he'll come across the blog because I have not told him about it, but if he does, I hope he smiles because he makes me smile.
One thing I plan to do may be typical but I want to write about the recipes I love. Some I have made up & some I have personalized from cookbooks I own.
This weekend I am going to make banana pudding for my awesome boyfriend. He loves it & so do I which makes the dessert even better! I enjoy cooking & baking for him. It makes him happy & it fun to see his big smile when I surprise him with a homemade treat. 
I like being able to say that I have a boyfriend. It is one of those things that I think many take for granted. I look forward to seeing him more & more every day!
Well off I go... after all it is dinner time. 
Bonsoir!